My hobbies and things i like to do

 I like painting. It helps me in different ways. For example, when I'm thinking about picture I want to draw I imagine what will it be. Sometimes - in minutes like this - I understand that except pretty picture I got I also have a poem - short or long - it doesn't matter.
The most important that I got it. And now one of poems born this way:

Before thi life will be burned down
I want to see the peoples proud.
Inferno's torture, evil fortune,
we play the games with ourselves.
Feel the life, feel the soul,
haven't advanteges in the own home.
Fade away from somebody's road
cut the life prologue off,
see the machines dead,
see when sun goes down.................
Feel the danger,...............................inside the crowd..............
and become someone..............


I don't know who paint this pictures but I like them. When I was little girl I was dreaming about life of the painter. I thought that my dreams come true - but I've mistaken. My dreams didn't make anything but left me when I was broken - hearted.

 Now I'm trying to write my own book. This way isn't too new for me because in the past I've already tried to make a book, but only one was really succesful and now I'm trying to make a full book - by now I was searching the inspiration and I did it.
Why I'd left that, other, book? Inside her Isaw a plagiat and it makes me angry. That's all story.
But even now I'm perfectly know that I've already left something - a thing that cuold help me with everything.
I guess it's my faith. Of course I'm going to church, praying every evening.......but this is is a faith in the miracles and realistic of the miracles and dreams.
It's the single thing I've lst in the past and now I can't return it..................

Simple Plan

Одна з наулюбленіших пісень - Simple Plan - Last One Standin. ТАДА!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

How many times are you gonna try to shut me out?
I told you once, told you twice I ain’t turning back around.
So if you ever try to mess with me, I don’t care, I’m not scared.
You don’t have to say you’re sorry save your sympathy.
With a friend like you I don’t need an enemy
I would give you time if you were worth it
But guess what (guess what) not worth it.

Woah woah I’m always gonna be the last one standing
Woah woah because I’m never gonna give up trying
And now I’m ready to go, I’m here I’m waiting for you
And I’m gonna be the last one standing

Did you think that I would surrender easily?
That just like that, you could get rid of me.
Is that the way you saw it all come down?
I don’t think, I don’t think so.

There aren’t words you say that I haven’t heard before
So give it up, give it up
Unless you want a little more
You think you’re pretty tough so lets throw down
It’s alright, I’m alright

Woah woah I’m always gonna be the last one standing
Woah woah cause I’m never gonna give up trying
And now I’m ready to go, I’m here, I’m waiting for you
That I’m gonna be the last one standing

I won’t give up, I keep trying,
Always gonna be the last one standing
It’s not over, I keep fighting
Always gonna be the last one standing
I won’t give up, I keep trying
Always gonna be the last one standing
It’s not over, I keep fighting, I keep fighting

Woah woah I’m always gonna be the last one standing
Woah woah cause I’m never gonna give up trying
And now I’m ready to go, I’m here, I’m waiting for you
That I’m gonna be the last one standing
Yeah, I’m gonna be the last one standing

Woah woah last one standing
Woah woah last one standing

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The Vampire club: Пародия на сагу "Сумерки" - "Умерки. Новоумие" вых...

Щойно дізналась про пародію на книгу Стефані Маєр "Сутінки". Автор - Степфордія Май"О, а сама назва - "Умерки. Новоумие".

Якщо пощастить - постараюсь знайти і прочитати - звучить багатообіцяюче + написли хорошу рецензію. ЗМІ, щоправда, але не думаю, що це брехня......

Rain

I can't even though that days could be such terrible. But I like days like this because I feel that inspiration come to me. I don't know why does it like this, but I'm happy because it's awesome. In cause of this I want to publish thing I've written 6 month ago. It without title:

"-Why do you want to do it with yourself? - asked the angel. I don't say anything.
-Could you say to me something? Please! - yelled the boy. - And don't say you tired of being alive. It's nonsense.
I'm lightly smiling............
-You're right. I'm really tired of staying alive.
Angel come in front ot me and took my elbow.
-But why?
-I don't want to hate myself anymore.
-Yeah, I know. but Alice you're just like a kid. Yuo're only twenty-one.
-So what?
-You must continue to live along. Future is waitng for you.
-Maybe.

He looked at me sadly.
-The God gave you a life, an opportunityto be a human. And? Why does He do that? I'm sure, He hasn't done it to listen tj this silly things.
-I have problems with my head.
Jensen came close to me that I could feel him breathing.
-You're not right. The hatered cuoldn't be so strong. Or..............not. I may say it right. Your own hatered can't be so strong.
-But she does!!!!!!!!!! Why can't you understand it?????? - I wasn't bored somebody hearing my screams.
-Please, Alice. Nothing will change if you don't stop your hatered. Yeah, that people died, but it isn't your fault. Or........................
-Or................, - I was surprised of hearing my neastly voice. - Maybe, you're really right about this.............I'll know it in my new, immortal, life.....................